January 27, 2010
Spent until 1 or 2 working on note cards for my speech.
I did not want to wake up.
Period Breakdown: Finals Edition
1-English: I was last to do my speech, but for some reason I like being last. I a
Break-Jesse came by the group <i>again</i>. It's weird how we used to be so ridiculously close and now it feels like we don't know anything about each other.
3-Health Academy: Took the final which is also the test to become a first responder. While we were taking the test Teddy I passed the test part but I was seven questions short of become a first responder. this depresses me so greatly because <i>no one</i> doesn't get their first responder...but me. This is ridiculously upsetting to me and it kind of makes me unmotivated to anything else. I already know I'm going to be short credits and I kind of just want to roll over and die.
I realize when I do period breakdowns I don't always finish my thought. I'm going to try and be better about that.
I went home and curled up into a ball and cried some then slept. When I got up I was told my brother wouldn't let me hang out with Rachael, even though I could have really used her to cheer me up. My mom got me some chipotle and saw <a href="http://paulaztnew.livejournal.com/15845.html" rel="nofollow">this shirt</a> on my door step. I sent away for it a couple weeks ago and I finally got it and it's perfect!
After eating my perfect burrito and I finally unlocked the whole map on GTA and remembered how much I hate bikers and how much I love cheat codes.
I also realized all the things that made me happy today will do nothing for me in the long run.
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Song Of The Day: <a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?t22kztqwmtk" rel="nofollow">For You I Will (Confidence)-Teddy Geiger</a>